ok im really just posting this to ask for help and or see if anyone else feels the same way. ever since i got genneral in prophecy ive feelt like im pushing a boulder up a hill and it keeps falling down. we grow and grow then something happens, we do it again and something happens. i try my hardest to keep my clan togeather, and latly things have been great but i feel like its all just going to go appart again. i also feel like i have a bad rap for all the things that have happend to me, cuz i also dont hang out with many gennerals and sl/dls, only my clan and close friends. basicly in my current situation i dont feel like im getting anywhere. weither it be section leader or a more respected genneral, i just feel helpless